A poignant yet hopeful reflection on the experiences of Black masculinity in Britain.
Ryan Calais Cameron’s For Black Boys Who Have Considered Suicide When the Hue Gets Too Heavy hits the West End after its journey from the fringe New Diorama Theatre and a sold-out run at the Royal Court. Despite making the Apollo its home, the show could not be more different from the rest of the West End offerings and represents a breakthrough milestone for Black playwrights. The play is a poignant reflection on the experiences of Black masculinity and Black life in Britain.
At its core, the production presents an open space for a group of young Black men to share, and often for the first time, their experiences of the hardship of growing up in a world that fundamentally denies and resents their existence. Inspired by Ntozake Shange’s For Colored Girls Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow Is Enuf, the play shares a confessional, therapeutic feel.
Throughout its telling, the show, like the men within it, showcases its internal struggle to hold space for many of the issues it is trying to discuss, crime, family, masculinity, abuse, and history to name but a few. It feels scared to truly open up, often jarringly swinging between heart-wrenching suffering and light humour. Here lies the show’s copying mechanism, mirroring that of the men going through those experiences. Looming overhead throughout everything are the unspoken words of the title, ‘For Black Boys Who Have Considered Suicide,’ and as the show unfurls more and more, so too do we draw closer to the title.
The production takes the form of a series of vignettes, interspersed with song, poetry, and dance, and opens with a mass of writhing, twisted bodies before jolting into a raucous playground which is used to frame the rest of the coming discussions. Whilst each story shared is personal the cast act as one unified ensemble. Each story is unique but each feels shared and lived by the whole. Cameron’s direction keeps these characters together and not only do they hold each other but they hold us, the audience. It’s a raw and honest portrayal that sheds light on the often-overlooked voices of six young Black men. Despite the tragic and vulnerable themes, the show manages to leave you feeling uplifted and motivated to hear more stories like these.
Shared with the ensemble nature of the show is the praise for the cast and crew. Every performance is perfectly sculpted, from Nnabiko Ejiofor’s use of his body, sculpted by the movement direction of Theophilus O Bailey, to the brutalist but joyful playground set design by Anna Reid. The care and love for this piece seeps into every corner of the production.
Ryan Calais Cameron’s For Black Boys Who Have Considered Suicide When the Hue Gets Too Heavy is a confessional vessel of pain and suffering. However, this catharsis leaves nothing but hope and ecstasy in its wake. A feeling of elation for the individuals able to share their stories and sense of joy that there is a place in theatre for this show, let alone it being able to find its home next to 2.22 A Ghost Story.






