One word: iconic.
They reclaimed the word disaster for fear of the outcome, but they didn’t need to because Rachael Mailer’s “Diary of a Gay Disaster” is nothing short of a hit musical that I want playing on repeat on my Spotify. Diving into the nuanced experience of all things queer this 70 minute show will have you laughing all the way through with its comical lyrics and outstanding ensemble.
“Diary of a Gay Disaster” follows Ellis as she navigates her way through a fever dream where she’s forced to confront different aspects of her sexuality by the Gods of Sapphic Desire. Along for the ride are Finlay and Mia (who are slightly reminiscent of an angel and devil on Ellis’ shoulders) and together all three make a dynamic and hysterical trio.
You have Ellis (Rachael Mailer) who plays off the nightmare she’s in with just the perfect amount of sardonic sarcasm. Then there’s Mia (Talya Soames) whose theatricality and cartoon-like temperament has you chuckling instantly. And lastly, my personal favourite, there’s Finlay (Kip Jackson) – demure, mindful and so discreetly funny that even the slightest reactionary facial expression had me in hysteria.
With song lyrics like, “Is she queer or is she just a hipster?” and “Which bathroom will you pee in?”, another highlight of Mailer’s “Diary of a Gay Disaster” is the music. Various queer topics are tackled through song – witty lyrics, gorgeous harmonies and a fun mix of genres – that make you want to sing along, but simultaneously hit home (“Special” in particular tugged at my heartstrings.) And whether or not you’re an audience member who is well-versed in sapphic desire, the artistry and entertainment value of the show stands for itself. Either way you’ll be laughing from personal experience or newfound realisations.
As I left Arcola Theatre I desperately searched for some sort of profile or link that would allow me to re-live the masterpiece I just witnessed. In fact, as soon as it ended, I wanted to rewind the clock and start it all over. Running until the 9th of November, a must-watch for anybody who considers themselves a musical lover – “Diary of a Gay Disaster” is a diamond in the rough that has just been unearthed and I can’t wait to see how far it goes. My only grievance is that there is no cast recording or album on any streaming platform that will allow me to learn all the words and obsess over.


