We sat down with acclaimed writer, theatremaker, and performer Suzy Crothers to talk about her new Edinburgh Fringe show Troubled. This work is filled with gallows humour about the domestic impact of societal violence, conflict and intergenerational trauma in Northern Ireland.
Playing from 31st July – 25th August at Summerhall, Anatomy Lecture Theatre, you can get your tickets to Troubled here.
1. Tell us about Troubled
Troubled is Alice’s Story.
Set between Belfast and London, it looks at the impact of growing up in a divided city, in a divided country, at a divided time and the impact of that on a person and her relationships as she grows up.
It’s really about Alice’s quest for peace and how to leave her past behind.
She is a great character to play because her journey is full of high highs and low lows, plus she can be sort of twistedly funny. We wanted to tell the story using vivid projections and found footage because that time really did feel like being in a movie sometimes.
When I started writing Troubled I definitely didn’t know I was writing a show, I simply wanted to get some thoughts out of my head and onto paper. And as I continued, I found that these fragments and bits of writing started to form a narrative story. This felt quite exciting, because story is really important where I come from (Belfast). My Mum always said ‘tell your story, tell it well, and for heaven’s sake don’t bore’ so that’s always in the back of my mind!
I didn’t realise how strange growing up during the Troubles was, until I moved to England and understood that not everyone had had that kind of experience (which of course seems pretty obvious now, but at the time, it was all I had known). Writing about living during that time has helped me to make sense of it, and to continue to make sense of the impact of it. Sadly division is still rife in the world today, and it can be all too easy to bury our heads in the sand. I can be as guilty of that as the next person. We found peace in Northern Ireland and I never, ever thought that would happen. That gives me hope. Under everything, Troubled is a story of hope, and that things can change for the better.
2. Audiences are served tea and biscuits before the show – what’s the reasoning behind this and what type of biscuits are available?
Where I come from, hospitality is really important. The first thing you do when someone calls in is get the kettle on. All the big and little things in life are discussed over a cup of tea. And I figured that at the festival, people have a lot to do, a lot to see, it can be hard to take a breath. I wanted to offer a gesture of care to the audience and do my best to make them feel comfortable.
With the biscuits, we are not 100% sure on the brand just yet. To be honest, I’m a big fan of an Aldi ‘Cartwheel’ myself – like a Wagon Wheel but for those on a more refined budget… There will be a vegan option too. Nothing too fancy, but it will do the trick.
3. Amongst other things, Troubled is about the impact of growing up during the Troubles – what’s it like exploring this topic on stage?
My feelings about growing up during that time shift and change, especially as I get older. It’s been super interesting to investigate the past through Alice and her journey., and then bring that learning to the present day. There’s something really cathartic and joyful about playing her, because she does come through at the end and reach a sort of peace. It feels good to play that from a performer perspective and ultimately, I’m a sucker for hope.
4. How does it feel to be bringing Troubled to the Edinburgh Festival Fringe?
I’ve wanted to do the fringe since I came for the first time back in 2013, which was a golden year (the year of Fleabag and Bitchboxer). I have been on quite a long journey to get to this point – which is, being able to get a show and team together as well as funding in order to share the story of Troubled. And so now this deeply held dream is basically happening! I feel pretty grateful, plus equally daunted, terrified and excited!
5. What do you hope that audiences will take away from seeing the show?
My hope is for the audience to feel like they have been well looked after for an hour, and enjoying some Irish hospitality – offering a respite from the maelstrom of the festival.
I come from a storytelling culture and it feels like the most natural thing in the world to get some people together, give them a cup of tea and a biscuit and have a shared experience.
Alice moves from disconnection to connection in the show and my hope is that in witnessing her story, we may move towards greater connection with others in our own lives. I also want to offer an insight into the personal impact of division on a human being, in the hope of greater understanding of recent UK history.
I’d love for the audience to feel less alone and more alive after spending time with Alice and with each other.
6. What is your favourite thing about Edinburgh during August or what are you most looking forward to?
I love getting totally immersed in the festival. Last year I think I saw 19 shows in 3 days, which was a strong commitment! The variety of work on display is incredible, it’s so exciting. Another thing about Edinburgh is that I learnt that the Scots eat a thing called a ‘Macaroni Pie’, which is as it suggests, a pie with Macaroni in it. It’s an intense experience and one I’m keen to repeat when I’m up this year.
Most of all, I’m looking forward to being with the audience. I love the unpredictability. Plus, they keep me on my toes. The connection with a live audience is a lovely thing and gives me a warm feeling inside.


